| Location | Basildon, Essex |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Ectopic Pregnancy |
| Date of Birth | 20/12/2007 |
| Date of Death | 20/12/2007 |
| Visitors | 551 since 26/06/2009 |
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I was shopping for christman presents with my mum on the 19th december..my partner had give me 200 pound to get the last fews bits before christmas. So we was looking round a shop for some bits for Billie-Raes christmas stocking an i got a dull aching pain in my stomach...with- in two minutes i was basically on the floor. In agony...i went an sat on the bench holding on to the buggy..an my mum qucikly ran into a shop as she came out i was trying to walk to her but i couldnt move it took me a 1 minute walk about 15 minutes..My partner then picked me up an took me home i didnt want to go to the hospital..in the end he took me to the hospital were they done a pregnancy test an it came back positive..all for 5 minutes i was happy...until a doctor told me it looks like im haveing an ectopic pergnancy...i was pumped with morphine an wheeled to a ward where i slept allnight. The next day i woke to be told i was being taken for a scan at 3pm. I had my scan it they couldnt really see anything but the doctor came to me after an said they could see something in my womb so they were goin to operate but they will try to stay clear of my womb...so on the 20th december 2007 i was wheeled down to theatre i was under for 3 and a half hours. when i came round at around 2am..i was told i had , had an Ectopic pregnancy an nearly died..where my tube had ruptured an my stomach had been full of blood clots,i was bleeding very badly internally. But they took the baby away an repaired what they could..i was home 23rd december not really realising what had just happened...now when i think back i think oh my god i was having a baby an i nearly died..its surreal! Ive also been told that my baby was a Boy...so god bless i love you! xxx Jamie..Look after your brother girly! xXxXxXx
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xxx
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.
X X
~*A little star for God’s collection
A little boy, absolute perfection
A life on earth, not meant to be
No tears or smiles for all to see
No playing with your baby toys
Or growing up with other boys
Our hearts are broken, split in two
But we will remember you.*~
A golden heart stopped beating,
Two smiling eyes at rest,
God broke your familys hearts to prove to them,
He only takes the best
~*I Love You*~
~♥I LOVE YOU♥~
Everyday in some small way Memories of you come our way. Though absent, you are always near.Still missed, loved and always dear
⊱♥⊰ ANGEL WINGS YOU WEAR... ⊱♥⊰~
The day you left broke our hearts
and the tears fell like rain,
but knowing that you now have wings
helps to ease the pain.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
We know now when the snow falls
it is Angel dust from you
and when we see a shooting star
our Angel just passed through.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
The rain drops do not make us sad
for they are not tears,
but sprinkles of love falling down,
our Angel again is near.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
The winter cold has even changed,
Jack Frost no longer exists,
it's now a visit from our Angel
and he's left a special gift.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
You also visit in the night,
your wings flutter with grace,
we know now when we awaken
that an Angel has kissed our face.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
When the days are warm and bright
and the sun shines from above,
we feel the warmth wrap around us,
you've given an Angel hug.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
You are with us at all times,
every day and night,
you try to end the pain we have
and the tears that we still cry.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Though Heaven is your home now
and Angel wings you wear,
you stay close to those you love,
until they join you there.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Good Morning Beautiful Angel
I will wait for you
Though we never had a chance to say goodbye
Remember me....
When winter snows are falling
Through a quite sky
I'll remember you
When, in our darkest hour
You held my hand and prayed
I wouldn't go...
But a silent voice called out to me;
My time had come
And I had to travel home
Since then I know your life
Has never been the same
For I visit you each day:
So many times I've felt your pain
I've watched you cry
And I've heard you call my name...
But now further along life's road
I stand in a timeless world
Just beyond your sight
Waiting for the day
When I can take your hand
And bring you across to this
Land of Golden Light...
Till then remember me
You understand -
And try not to cry
But if you do
Let your tears falls
For the happiness and joy we knew
And for the special love we shared
For love can never die
Unknown
Love Always Mary xxxx
Good Morning Beautiful Angel
Gone Too Soon
Like a comet
Blazing across the evening sky
Gone Too Soon
Like a rainbow
Fading in the twinkling of an eye
Gone Too Soon
Shining, sparkling and splendily bright
Here oneday gone onenight
Like the loss of sunlight
On a cloudy afternoon
Gone Too Soon
Like a castle
Built upon a sandy beach
Gone Too Soon
Like a perfect flower
That is just beyond your reach
Gone Too Soon
Born to amuse
To inspire, to delight
Here onday gone onenight
Like a sunset dying with
The rising of the moon
Gone Too Soon
Gone Too Soon
(Michael Jackson Song- The GTS website is named after)
Love Always Mary xxxxxx
I promised you something
The day you were took away
I promised id be strong
And that id be ok
But the grief came and took me
To a world i did not know
Like a black tunnel
There was no where else to go
I wished i had gone with you
And be by your side
I was sure it was so much better
In heaven where you reside
I sat there alone one night
I sat thinking of you
I felt you so close
I could hear you whisper too
Pull yourself together
Dont you already know
That time will bring us together
Theres no need to feel so low
This is a beautiful place
But its not your time to be here
But when you are ready
I'l meet you dont your fear
I feel much happier now
Knowing one day i will see
My beloved angel in heaven
Together we will be
An Angel Never Dies (Author Unknown)
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born,
But something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I loved you from the start.
Although my body you can’t hold,
It doesn’t mean I’m gone,
This world was worthy not of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face.
You have my word, I’ll fill your arms,
Some day we will embrace.
You’ll hear “that it was meant to be”
God doesn’t make mistakes,
But that won’t soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.
I’m watching over all you do,
Another child you’ll bear,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face, and kiss my lips,
And you’ll understand.
Although I never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn’t mean I never “was”
An Angel never dies.
An angel opened up the book of life and wrote my baby’s birth, she whispered as she closed it 'too beautiful for earth'
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For a Special Angel
A tiny hand we’ll never hold
A child without a name
Your coos and giggles
Won’t touch our ears
But we loved you just the same
The twinkle in your little eyes
Was not for us to see
We longed to hold you in our arms
But it was never to be
Angels now hold your tiny hand
They’ve given you a name
Your coos and giggles grace there ears
But well miss you just the same
Those twinkle in your little eyes
Now light the skies at night
Angels hold you close in loving arms
You’re always in there sight
Tiny hands we’ll never hold
We have no reason why
But we’ll always hold you in our hearts
Even though we said good bye
(from GTS Poems)
Love Mary xxxx
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